you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

groggy. with a massive dosage of sugar and 2 hours of sleep.
9:12:00 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
bop to the top
went to east coast last night with my relatives.. really had loads of fun with the bbq and the games that my cousins managed to cook up. ate a lot. well. not really. look, humour me ok! i didn't want to seem like a little pig stuffing her face while other people were trying to work their asses off trying to cook me a decent hotdog.

i'm still amazed at the variety of games that we played, from Uno to Murderer to TaboO (sort of like charades, but with a fancier name). some of my cousins entertained us all with their very enthusiastic and energetic singing (i couldn't help laughing, cos they kept going out of tune.. ok ok, so i admit, my voice wasn't any better either.. it just totally sucked. like big time. er. my voice i mean. hahah.. oh well. -shrugs-) at about 1 in the wee hours of the morning, we packed up and the whole lot of us parked ourselves in one of my cousin's house [haris]. watched shrek 2. fell in love with puss in boots. he's so cuteeee.

and it serves me right for feeling so groggy now. sat up the whole night til' about 6 this morning playing endless rounds of Uno. finally, the rest got tired and went to sleep. i was the last one up cos i couldn't find a spot on the mattress to lie on or even a pillow to rest my poor drooping head. ended up sleeping on the living room floor. surprisingly comfy considering i was woken up half-way by my auntie [bik mini] who, i guess, had a weird dream and was shouting "hello! hello!" to no one in particular, thus waking everyone else who was sleeping. it was a bit weird but kinda farny at the same time. :) my guess is that she was dreaming that she was calling someone on a long-distance line and couldn't hear the other person so she was checking to see if the other person was still there. not that it actually happened of course. that's just a guess.

weirdness. o_O

ps. fahrul. stop making fun of my entries. ur's isn't any better. -sticks out tongue-

pps. i'm sorry. i didn't mean to hurt anyone by what i've said in my entries so far. if you're feeling disgusted, hurt or horrified, by what i've written, i'm truly sorry.

question: is my voice really that terrible? my sis claims that i sound like a cross between a horse and a camel. (well, she didn't really say that but the way she said it made me assume the worst. i'm feeling pretty embarrassed now. i must have sounded really bad.) i promise that i won't ever ever EVER sing again if the vote swings to her favour. i won't torture you pple if you don't want me too. i seriously want honest responses. i can handle the truth. i think.

-takes really deep breaths, really really really deep breaths-

honesty is the best policy