you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

to stay or just go?
6:28:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
bop to the top

14 pts. seriously expected 18 or even worse, not being able to get into a jC. thank Allah i have my 4 bonus pts which gives me 10 pts, enough to get me into most JCs like ac or sa. the sad part about all this is that i may have to leave nanyang jc even after i've grown really attached to it, especially with the really nice tutors that i'll most probably be getting. maybe after the first week, if i'm kinda sad, i'll appeal to ny or something.

someone said to me that if we had the chance to go to greener pastures, then it'll probably be better for us to go. hate to admit it but it's kinda true. what's most important right now is that i get a better chance of attaining great A level results, and in the end, cultivate me into a person whom i want to be: thinking, questioning and having the ability to enjoy life to the fullest.

is that ideal even possible?

i have absolutely no idea.

honesty is the best policy