my goodness.. it's been a while hasn't it? sorry. been really busy. didn't really have the time to actually go online to write.

anyway, orientation 2 has come and gone.. the disco night was kinda dismal though cos there were no funky lights like the ones during orientation 1. but no big loss.. at least i met new pple like nikita and olivia and esther. yup.

i'm still in 05a1.. though i sometimes wished that it was as hyped up and as exciting as the original 05a1. gosh. i really really miss u guys. even though we kinda bump into each other in lecture theatres, that really isn't enough.

sigh.

i didn't get mr ho as my civics tutor. got ms victor instead. she's really nice but she can be kinda forgetful sometimes though. but she's nice. yeah. she's really nice.

man. sounds like as if i'm trying to reassure myself.


the current 05a1's ok i guess.. but it's being splitted up into these little cliques. and it's kinda exhaustive when u talk to certain people in class because they don't elaborate on what they say.. making conversation go to a crashing halt. it's awkward and uncomfortable and i don't get any closer to the person whom i'm talking to.

i really hope this stops soon and that pple wld actually loosen up, open up and start to smile a bit more. some of them have this stern, don't-come-near-me look. maybe i look like that too but once i open my mouth, my whole facial feature changes. sigh. this really is a terrible feeling cos i'm being really mean.

sigh.