as i'm sitting here in front of my comp, i can feel the eyebags under my eyes getting bigger. it's probably going to be magnified even further tomorrow especially since i'll be having my glasses on. really wish that i'm my cat, who's just simply eating and sleeping the whole entire day, and not have to worry about datelines and lousy PW and mounting tutorials.

i don't even have the time to stop and watch tv.


a tv-deprived me is an unhappy me.


i really can't believe myself today. i proudly kept teaching people dirty songs that i learnt like the carpenter song ("screwing each other"?) and the best and my utmost favourite 'Do your b**bs hang low?". must be all candice's fault. all her influencial craziness is probably getting my brain dirty.


oohh!! and something exciting's gonna happen tomorrow!! i'm gonna be donating my precious blood to some needy someone out there.. ahahahh.. basically signed up for a blood donation drive in school that's like held tmr. i'm most likely to be among the enthusiastic few who's actually eager to see the thick needle poke into my arm. gosh. i sound so self-destructive. hahahh.


i think that reading Persuasion by Jane Austen for literature class is really getting to my head. the protaganist, or the main character, Anne, scarily behaves like me, as in, i'll be subconsciously thinking while reading the book, "hey, i'ld have done the same thing in her situation" which is very freakyy in a way. maybe, in a good way, i'ld be able to empathize with her more? ahahh. doubt it. and the other Lit book that i'm supposed to read, Shakespeare's Measure for Measure is really very hard to swallow. i'm probably just gonna give up reading the whole book from cover to cover and just go to Sparknotes.com by the end of next week.


oh, and promos are coming!! in about 4 more weeks. oh freak.


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please forgive me if i start stoning or not pay attention when you're talking to me. my mind's absolutely drained.