you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

busy weekend
2:15:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
bop to the top
how irritating. there's like no match against VJC today larh.. it got postponed because of the rain. which means that i've got to go for General Meeting which i thought that i could get out of. and i'm pretty sure that the Exco's gonna make the rest of us do physical torture later. darn.

as usual, i'm freezing in the library.. i think the school aims to turn us into icicles at the end of the year at this rate. i mean, the lecture hall just now wasn't any better. i think most of my classmates thought that i might actually die of hyperthermia cos i was the only one who shivered so hard that i almost made the whole row shake. gosh. i hate cold.

anyway, my parents are letting me go to the Asian Pacific Region jamboree in Thailand at the end of the year! how cool is that! my first time in like so many years. definitely a great opportunity since this year will be the last year that i'll be allowed to join as a participant. after this year, i'll be too old and i'll only be allowed to sign up in future jamborees as a helper. i mean, where's the fun in that? i'll rather be in the pictures rather than be the one taking the pictures. this is so so exciting. i mean, to see little adorable scouts parading in their little adorable uniforms in such an exotic country.. wahh.. fantastic.

ohkay. now i really sound like a paedophile. sorry. ahahh.

ohh.. and this weekend, 5-8 aug, is my leadership training camp at jalan bahtera, organised by the school, where it's mostly compulsory for most student leaders to attend. the sad thing is that i'll miss going to the APSN camp, a camp for disabled children, which is like held on the same few days. gosh. i'ld rather go for the second camp cos at least i'll be conscious of the fact that i'm helping these kids and going for a better cause rather go for the LTC which is kinda selfish in its own way since the only person i'm benefitting is myself. (okayy.. so i sound like mother theresa.. but i can't help it.. i really am.. ahem.. a nice girl.. aahahh.. i can imagine hordes of people puking right now..) though my LTC group people are really nice and all that, i don't think that i'm exactly looking forward to it. i'm more looking forward to the kayaking course that i'll be going to. i dunno. maybe, once i arrive at camp and be involved in its activities, my enthusiasm might be propelled. but right now. i feel nothing for it.

i think my pw project seriously needs some help. i mean, looking at last year's files, (which are pretty scary judging from the thickness of their files), i think my group is seriously
nowhere towards these standards. gosh. this is so so sad. i'm gonna die!

farewell world. i shall go and jump now.

honesty is the best policy