you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

horrible day?
4:30:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
bop to the top
oh man. just found out that we'll be doing 7hrs worth of kayaking on sat for LTC. great. just great. and on sunday, i'm supposed to be going in for a kayaking course.

don't be surprised if you can't see me at night after this weekend. sigh. i'm gonna be as baked as burnt potatoes. like i'm not dark enough already.

today started horribly.

woke up late.

found out that my mum dumped my uniform into the wash and didn't tell me. rushed to iron clothes.

bus driver didn't see me wave my hand frantically. he drove off.

just so happened that mr hanis, the DM, saw me as i headed into the school, late. knew that i was a councillor despite the fact that i hid my council badge. damn it. he knows me. probably memorised my face from my council pics. i'm probably gonna get blasted by the teachers for this.

played soccer for pe even though technically i'm not supposed to. kept kicking puddles of water into my opponent's face instead of the ball. gave up and played as goalie. though not a very good one especially when my PE teacher started kicking the ball around and gaining ground for the other group. unsurprisingly, a lot, A LOT of screaming.

no econs tutorial (happiness!), slept through half of GP- blindly answered questions, eventually arrived at the desired answers. had official class photo-taking where the teachers made us all button our shirts to the top before we put on our ties. tried to give a smile while trying not to choke. huge probability that the photos would come up with me squirming in my place.

found cheer books dating from 16/17 years ago. very cool.

had LTC meeting with the rest of the group. finally some progression on item and identity bands. satisfied.

in the library right now, trying to shield the computer screen from "passers-by". listening to a PW group researching right beside me. feeling kinda insecure now.

honesty is the best policy