my mom is just so STUBBORN. i mean, she got this mega huge deep cut on her finger and thinks that she can do everything by herself even though i've been trained to give first aid. like what's the point of sending me to a first aid course if she doesn't even let me administer what i've learnt? serves her right if her finger falls off. it's evil i know but i'm incredibly irritated that she's just so determined to be as fast and as quick as possible. she's in her room now trying to nurse the cut by herself. she doesn't understand that these things take time and should be done with PATIENCE or else the nursing would take forever.

but who cares about what i can do right? skills gone to waste, that's what everyone tells me when i pass up a chance to do something.

irritation.