you just might make me believe


what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.



near the end..
2:25:00 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
bop to the top

- impulsive behaviour


so there's 2 more papers to go, southeast asian history & the last section of Literature. the draining thing about it all is not the studying part. it just feels as if i'm being stretched to last 3 weeks, to the point where waiting for the exams to end gets incredibly wearisome and all i wanna do is to get it over and done with, not caring whether i'ld do great or not. yeah, it's bad i know but i really really REALLY want the exams to end. like esther says, it's the early-post-a's-mood syndrome. i'm trying to contain my celebratory (is that a word?) mood until tuesday when the last of my papers are finally done.

anyway.

leaving my dec holidays free on purpose cos i want, for the first time ever since pri school, to not have any obligations or any duties this coming holidays. i really wanna hang out with my friends & family whom i've been neglecting for months, even years, cos of my intense desire to be 'busy'. for the first time in the longest time ever, there're no camps for me to help plan, no training camps for me to attend, no orientation workshops to conduct, no holiday homework, no holiday remedial lessons, no duties whatsoever. i really need this i think.




i'm so itching to change my blogskin. all i want now is something new and fresh. we'll see larh.

honesty is the best policy