so there's 2 more papers to go, southeast asian history & the last section of Literature. the draining thing about it all is not the studying part. it just feels as if i'm being stretched to last 3 weeks, to the point where waiting for the exams to end gets incredibly wearisome and all i wanna do is to get it over and done with, not caring whether i'ld do great or not. yeah, it's bad i know but i really really REALLY want the exams to end. like esther says, it's the early-post-a's-mood syndrome. i'm trying to contain my celebratory (is that a word?) mood until tuesday when the last of my papers are finally done.

anyway.

leaving my dec holidays free on purpose cos i want, for the first time ever since pri school, to not have any obligations or any duties this coming holidays. i really wanna hang out with my friends & family whom i've been neglecting for months, even years, cos of my intense desire to be 'busy'. for the first time in the longest time ever, there're no camps for me to help plan, no training camps for me to attend, no orientation workshops to conduct, no holiday homework, no holiday remedial lessons, no duties whatsoever. i really need this i think.




i'm so itching to change my blogskin. all i want now is something new and fresh. we'll see larh.