actually. the place isn't so bad. sure it's still boring. but still. it's just cock ups (i'm using this phrase a lot. hahs.) in certain departments that spill over to the rest making the others look just as bad if you look at it as a whole. which is frustrating and sucky and just plain sad since most aren't the ones who're making the countless of inefficient and horrid HORRID decisions. yesterday was so NOT a good reflection of the place. especially with those silly up-there bigwigs making a hooha over basically nothing. amazing how old people can be so silly. reminds me of King Lear. you're supposed to be wiser and more experienced as you get older not the other way round. i guess Shakespeare really knew what he was talking about.

have this feeling they run around pretending. so many things to do so little time? HAH. probably why they have to make it as light and upbeat as possible or else it just sucks you in, leaving you in a depressively depressing state. i'm just the little guy (girl). just doing the best i can in spite of things.

just don't shoot the messenger.