what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.
mine is you.
i like fridays, rainy days, proud cats, black & white photographs, children's books, short stories and movies that most people would never see. Music serves me justice on sad days (Adele, The Kooks, Mumford & Sons are gems) and genuine smiles are a must-have.
1:41:00 PMbop to the top
Monday, August 13, 2007
there's this headache that has been plagueing me for the past 2 weeks and it's just getting worse. the pain especially escalates at night. i keep wishing for sleep but i dread closing my eyes at night cos i know i'm just gonna lie awake later praying for the pain to go away.
i can't even think straight when the throbbing happens which is really frightening.
maybe it's a sign.
i have only made a couple of gut-wrenching shitty please-let-me-die-now mistakes in my life so i guess this time, this mistake, i was overdue. tears keep coming but they just can't save me. don't get me wrong, i didn't break the law. but the fact remains. i made a terrible error in judgement that could possibly alter the course of my life. seriously.
i'm still thinking of worse things that could happen. but it's hard.