you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

1:41:00 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
bop to the top
there's this headache that has been plagueing me for the past 2 weeks and it's just getting worse. the pain especially escalates at night. i keep wishing for sleep but i dread closing my eyes at night cos i know i'm just gonna lie awake later praying for the pain to go away.

i can't even think straight when the throbbing happens which is really frightening.

maybe it's a sign.


i have only made a couple of gut-wrenching shitty please-let-me-die-now mistakes in my life so i guess this time, this mistake, i was overdue. tears keep coming but they just can't save me. don't get me wrong, i didn't break the law. but the fact remains. i made a terrible error in judgement that could possibly alter the course of my life. seriously.

i'm still thinking of worse things that could happen. but it's hard.

honesty is the best policy