gosh. my last entry's really whiny.

i've found out a number of things this month. That the science fac canteen has better muslim stalls, the fass deck sells grossly sweet strawberry (jam) milkshakes, i still need a full 30mins to find my tutorial classes, one of my classes is located in the stinky 'dungeon', i don't know where the engineering block is, giving tuition gets pressurizing when the parents quietly expects you to deliver a miracle, i find it weird that there's a playground at the corner of campus when there are no kids and, that i may be able to build a 2-storey fire with my readings.
yay.

oh oh! and last friday was the first time in more than 2 years that i stepped into a laboratory! a real lab with microscopes and tubes and stuff! (whatt. so i'm a bit suaku when it comes to er science. still can't believe i took triple science in sec sch. i really have to stop bragging. hahah.)
did i mention that i get to wear a lab coat?! but the lab sessions will only last this semester so it'll be back to writing long long essays on history and wars. -moans

ahh. uni life. no different from jc and maybe poly. except that people i know dress better than ever. and the profs expect us to actually really think and have our own opinions and they actually enjoy being argued against.

which is both refreshing and alarming especially when i have to compete with so many insightful vocal people both on online forums and in class for my precious class participation points.

now i'm not a vocal person by nature, really i'm not, so there's this desperation when i want/need/must say something anything to draw attention away from the fact that i haven't said anything and 'losing out' in the process.

okay. grumbling again.

i'll think of something happy to write about next post. promise.