you just might make me believe

what's your mode of transport?
mine is the sun.
when it rises dripping from
the sea when it falls like honey on
the trees when it swallows up
clouds my soul moves with it.

mine is you.
when you lift your eyes
when you look straight ahead
when you try to speak my
heart moves with you.

yearp. furious don't-think-twice typing never fails..
10:05:00 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
bop to the top
after all is said and done, i'm still scared. and irritated. and exasperated. and somewhat humiliated. and tryingtonotstuffmyfacewithhumblepie. (humour me, i'm having a pms moment.)

anyway, was watching annapolis, which is a movie about this really insanely good-looking guy (oh. he played harry osbourne in Spiderman- the son you dolt, not the father in case you were wondering. happily one of my favourite actors next to hugh jackman, adam sandler, jonathan rhys-meyers, drake bell, jonathan taylor thomas, that-guy-who-played-peter-pan, robin williams, adam brody, brendan frasier. erm. if you think that's long, wait til you see my list for favourite actress-es.) who aspires to get into this prestigious military academy. so prestigious that out of 7000 applicants, only 1000 get selected. eeyearh. almost like harvard but with yes sirs and no ma'ams. and typical of all typical hollywood movies, he beats the odds and becomes an officer.

ohkay. bad summary but the show's pretty good. and it got me inspired. NO, not inspired to sign up for the army (though i DID say once that i'ld join the force if i did lousy at A's. thank God i didn't do either.) but motivated to work harder. the viewing of the movie also coincided with me finally knowing my exam schedule. so yearh. it kinda provided that extra erm boost. yes, i have been procrastinating with the revising. new word of the day: blardyfinkirritation. i imagine clement shaking his head at me. i made a mistake! i'm still a freshie! forgive meeeee

typity, typity typetype. i like my keyboard. it makes happy noises.

i really think i do get a kick handing in my assignments at the last minute. oohh, the heart-pumping, blood-draining, hair-pulling, perspiring (eww) seconds before the online submission closes.

wow. reading that makes me wanna puke. with nervousness. headacheheadache.

i wonder when the new season of Ugly Betty will be coming on. i miss her adorable gayish little nephew and her adorable colleagues- the funny and definitely gay Mark and the funnyinthatbitchykindaway Amanda. and i still cry whenever i watch the episode when Izzy's patient/fiance dies due to heart complications during the 2nd season of Grey's Anatomy. and i laugh whenever the interns say 'McSteamy'. and Brothers&Sisters look promising. and i'm not lost watching Lost anymore! at least for most episodes anyway. i used to like Prison Break but i'm sorry, i just don't see the point in watching once they finally got out during the first season. gilmore girls still rock.
whattt. i apparently live through dramas to compensate my virtually non-existent social life due my own budget cuts. wonderful. i'm an honourary member of the couchpotato union.
i do watch educational channels okay. like erm, mythbusters? and erm brainiac? and erm Dirty Jobs? MTV's Jackass/Wild Boys is educational too! In the sense where I learnt not to do the things that they do.
withdrawal syndromes.

trust me, i actually do KNOW what you guys are going through. a few more days to the end.. just keep swimmin!

righto. byebye.

honesty is the best policy