so i managed to maintain last sem's cap score (kinda. off by about 0.3 pts), which considering that i took a statistics-based level 3000 soci mod this year (which i did alright in despite the feeling that i was lousy at anything to do with maths, alhamdullilah) plus feeling somewhat jaded and unmotivated towards the middle-end of the sem, i think i was lucky. so not bad but not the greatest feeling either since i got a B- for a mod i was sure i'ld get an A in. overconfidence much? sigh.

i really need to buck up next sem.




edited (um a couple of hours later) -


AHH. listen to me talk (or er read?)- i keep entering this perpetual state of oh-the-glass-is-half-empty again, pity me pity me mode whenever i start typing. i should learn to stop being so saddening la.

oh oh i saw an episode of grey's anatomy where the chief of surgery told meredith that fear is good 'cos it means there's something for us to live for. so be afraid. which means i shouldn't feel too much of a sissy after screaming at a dead cockroach this morning, right? which reminds me, the guy who died in katy perry's new music video 'thinking of you' has such amazing eyes. did i mention, i want green eyes? maybe i should be more minah-ish and wear those coloured contacts. but i'ld look weird right. a black-haired green-eyed oddity. wherefore art thou

(ok. i must be like going mad/insane/deranged-not talking sense at all. must be all the cleaning detergent my mom made me use to clean my room today. my room's scarily clean now. it's like i landed on another planet. too clean too clean.)

ANYWAY. in other, muchmuch better news, christmas is coming! hooray for dec 25th! which means sitting in front of the tv with a box of tissues watching weepy christmas specials. i can't wait. BRING ON THE CHRISTMAS SONGS MAN
make my wish come truuee, all i want for christmas is youu/last christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it awayy/santa baby hurry down the chimney tonight/a beautiful sight we're happy tonight we're walking in a winter wonderlandd... haha.


happy holidays! :D


wah. this is new. i ended on a happy note.